James 1:9-11

"Let the lowly brother glory in his exaltation, but the rich in his humiliation, because as a flower of the field he will pass away.  For no sooner has the sun risen with a burning heat than it withers the grass; its flower falls, and its beautiful appearance perishes.  So the rich man also will fade away in his pursuits."

                                            glory in Christ, not myself

               When I read this passage, I often struggle because I know that on a global scale, I am one of the wealthy ones.  I have secure lodgings, plenty of food and clean water, ample clothing, and all sorts of amenities that are above and beyond my basic needs. So I identify with the rich, and that makes me uncomfortable.  Who do you most identify with in this passage? Whatever we may appear to be in the eyes of the world, lowly or rich, our true status is determined by our relationship to God. Where is the “lowly” brother’s exaltation?  It is in his belonging to God in Christ. The lowly brother knows need and seeks peace. Where is the rich man’s humiliation? Perhaps it is shown in the comparison of the temporary nature of the earth’s goods with the eternal nature of God the Creator.   He may be one who “has it all” but he still seeks peace. Our status before God is far, far different than our status before the world. For all of us, our only secure identification, our only avenue to peace is in Jesus.

               When we get bogged down by what we lack, we have an alternative:  Be lifted up in the spiritual reality of belonging to God, being at peace with Him, and having a future inheritance in His kingdom.  When we find ourselves walking in a fleeting confidence because of favorable circumstances: Take note, and be humble, for the comforts and riches of this world are temporary and ever changing!   Jesus said that whoever humbles himself will be exalted, and whoever exalts himself will be humbled. (Matt.23:12)

            Is your ‘glass’ half-full or is it half-empty?  Either way, the thing we can glory in and dwell upon, is not the present state but the fact that in Christ, our cup is in the process of being filled, and will one day be completely spilling over.

               Read and Pray: Isaiah 40:6-7, Isaiah 55:6-11, Phil.3:8-10

James 1:5-8

"If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him.  But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind. For let not that man suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord:  he is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways."

                                                 single minded seeking

There are a couple of particular areas I am feeling an acute need for wisdom:  career/job change/potentials, interactions with specific people, navigating aging parent issues.   Often I am afraid of making decisions because I am afraid it is not the very best decision.  So I waffle back and forth, agonize, and worry.   I think I sometimes miss the gift of wisdom because I miss the peace that comes with trusting God to work all things together for good.  
*‘faith’, pistis,  means more than a belief that God will give what we ask; it is active and includes confident, unwavering trust in God.
*‘doubting’, diakrino, means to differentiate and includes the idea of judging and disputing with oneself.  This implies that James is not talking about intellectual doubt, but rather about conflicted loyalties.          

                These are important distinctions.  Grasping complex intellectual concepts is often a result of intellectual doubt or questioning, and I do not believe this is being discouraged.  We need to have courage to ask our questions, dare to search for answers, and accept that we will likely fail to grasp everything.  Wonder can be, actually should be, part of our intellectual development.  There can be an undergirding security in the midst of this kind of questioning or doubt:  trusting God's love and His good intentions for us and for others.

               Think about someone (or yourself), conflicted in loyalties.  One who is divided like that tends to change according to circumstance, as James says, like a wave on the sea.  “That man[person]”, (verse 7), should not logically expect God to answer their prayer, because if their loyalty is divided, behavior will be inconsistent,  commitment and sincerity lacking.

            In my current situation, it would be helpful to recognize my own motivation for seeking wisdom.  Am I aiming to be something special like a “notch above the others” (where really it is all about me), or am I aiming to love well?  I need to let go of the desire, hope, and expectation that I will be a great _______________, and cling to God as the Great One who fills people with the Holy Spirit, empowering them to love with divine love.  I need and want wisdom so that what I choose to do won’t simply be in hope of some personal satisfaction or recognition. I hope and pray my personal ambition can be subservient to the love of God, that the wisdom God grants me will lead others to ponder the beauty and wonder of God, the horror of sin, and our need for relationship with Jesus.

            In what area do you need wisdom right now?  What have you been praying about? What are driving your requests to God? Is it a whole hearted love for God or a heart divided with self-serving desire?  Thankfully, we can approach God in any state of being, and receive both grace and mercy to help in time of need. Hebrews 4:16 underscores this and empowers us to live Deuteronomy 6:5 .  May God grant each of us the wisdom to recognize the state of our heart, and the action(s) that can/should be taken to move toward wholeheartedly loving God and loving others, and may He help us to trust in His faithfulness.

               Read and pray:  Proverbs 1, Psalm 51

James 1:1-4

                                                          Joyful in spite of trials

What trial(s) are you currently facing?  How do you deal with difficult things, and what surfaces as a result?  Do you find you are irritated, angry, sad, frustrated, insecure, …?  Trials give us an opportunity to see what is really at work within us.  It takes a lot of courage, but we can work to identify and change our negative reactions/responses—if we choose.  The purifying of metals is much the same:  as the heat rises, the impurities rise to the top and can be skimmed or poured off.   The “skimming off” of impurities happens as we look at things in the light of truth, repent of the attitudes which are not born out of love for God and man, and purpose to walk in a new way.   But this is not something that “just happens”.  We must take deliberate action.  (I John 1:9, and Romans 12:1-2) 

                The trials you and I face are not so much about ‘testing’ to show whether or not we have faith.  (I am pretty sure God already has a sense of our faith!)  Rather, might they have the potential to be about strengthening the faith that is already present?  I say potential, because you and I are free to choose how we will respond and that choice will either strengthen or erode our relationship with God, and either strengthen or erode our personal character and integrity.  In this light, if we meet our trials with rigorous honesty our trial is a opportunity for our faith to grow deeper, our understanding and compassion broader, and our love stronger.
                 My current trial of not knowing what to do next, is like an octopus with tentacles that reach into how I react to other things. I have some work to do --not just mind mapping, networking and resumé building.  For my spiritual and emotional health I also need to reflect on truth, accept grace, receive and grant forgiveness, keep seeking wisdom, rest and enjoy the presence of God.
How are your current trials affecting you, and do you have a plan for navigating them?

                Read and pray:  Psalm 119:73-76, 2 Cor. 1:3-4, Heb. 4:16

Here are a couple of great resources for personal growth:  

The Renewing of the Mind Project by Barb Raveling (this is especially practical)

Rising Strong by Brené Brown